deviantbry

Alone in the dark, Alone in the light. Alone at dawn, And again at twilight. So longing for someone, To be with and love. Nice cozy fires, Or an angel from above. Loneliness kills me, I’ve nowhere to go. Sometimes it feels, God is just letting go. I’m alone by myself. I’m alone in a crowd. I’m alone with my family. No noise when it’s loud. I have no true friends, I feel it’s to late. I drink to make me like me, Or to drown out the hate. If God wants my love, I have to have faith. But sometimes it’s hard, I continue to hate. I hate that I was born… I hate that I’m a

Every night I go to bed - I fall asleep around 2. Wonder if there's a place - With happy things to do. I yearn to be happy - Just want some peace in my heart. Nobody or soul can satisfy - Every love - a poison dart. So many things gone wrong- So many chances spoiled. Why did I choose this path - My soul tormented and turmoiled. I count the blessings in life - Yet they don't out way the pain. For I know if I ever find "her" - What will I really gain? I dream of young love and passion - Instead I see Satan's grin. I dread going to sleep at night - Knowing I might wake up again. If I ever live to be old - Will my